dieter..

If you didn’t hate me so much, I would try harder to be your friend.

Why do I bother?

Sun rising In the west

Setting in the east

When I’m with you

Nothing seems to make sense

And everything feels right

So right it’s intense

To feel your heartbeat

Against my head

To feel your breath

Upon my neck

My knife travels swift

Into your chest

The heart that once beat

Now lays to rest

Tiny little pieces

Makes the journey better

Tiny little pieces

That’s all I remember.

Without me

You are free

Fly about

Or wonder around

To the city

Or desert preferred

Anywhere you wish

Surely you deserve.

Without you

I haven’t a clue

Rain cycles

Round and round

My mind

Closed from thought

Never again

Will I see

The thing that captures

Our enemy

We become so close

And in a jiffy

Everything is gone

Everything but me

I must learn

To live alone

Happiness with me

And a pack for the road.

Empty hands

Full chest

Heart beats

Beyond the final breathe

Lungs collapse

Not enough

Head starts spinning

Everything is dust

Nothing matters

No one cares

The end is here

Cheers.

Missing

You

More

Than

You

Know.

Losing everything repetitively

Makes me wish that

I had nothing to lose again.

The hurt instilled in our hearts,

Though just a figment of our mind,

It is still very real.

We feel things that others,

Have not the imagination to know.

Only because we have heart,

We care, and have something to lose.

It isn’t fair, those born without heart

Never have to hurt.

Sometimes I think this would be better.

Where is the reset button to life? When times get rough, Things knock you down Not getting back up Is the only option found. Let go of one Let go of all. Trying to get away Crawl. Crawl. Crawl. The destination awaits Crawl. Crawl. Crawl. Always too late.
Things don’t work out They never have Why should now be, Anything but bad? Love is lost, Never to be found again Hope dies. Your soul withers. All you can do Is ask for forgiveness. This time you will succeed And no one shall impede This time you will end The worst of everything. End it for good End it for bad End it so, Everyone else is sad.

“Just do your best Do all you can Don’t worry about what Those bitter hearts are gonna say”

Don’t stop baby don’t stop until you’re ready. I won’t stop either Not until you’re happy. I wished I was enough and you didn’t need. I wished WE were enough, and you could finally breathe. Fresh air fills you at once, And you no longer want to run. Just follow me and everything else will disappear.

“Just because I told you my story, does not invite you to be a part of it!”